I am a human; I inhabit my body. I have kept in my felt sense of gender for so long, though it rises again... again...again. I have failed to provide my gendered self with the shelter that xe needed in order to grow, expand, try, fail, try again.
I have lived in this body, as is, for almost four decades.
I am now gracefully asking it to accomodate me.
Today was my first testosterone shot.
