House: (n) a building for human habitation; (adj) kept in, frequenting, or infesting buildings, (v) to provide a person or animal with shelter
I am a human; I inhabit my body.  I have kept in my felt sense of gender for so long, though it rises again... again...again.  I have failed to provide my gendered self with the shelter that xe needed in order to grow, expand, try, fail, try again.
I have lived in this body, as is, for almost four decades. 
I am now gracefully asking it to accomodate me.
Today was my first testosterone shot.